No, Massinissa, even if the chains that would be given to me were encrusted with diamonds, if my fetters shone with gold and precious stones, and if I were promised to be returned to the throne once freed, I would prefer death rather than harm the honor of royalty. If my hand were to be chained, I would not consider it worthy of holding a scepter any longer. I harbor such a deep disgust for servitude and slavery, and my spirit is so categorical and loyal on this matter, that if I thought Scipio would carry my portrait in triumph, I would ask you to banish all the painters of Numidia. But no, I regret this sentiment, for if the impassive Scipio brings my image to Rome, he will highlight my glory more than his. It will be seen that I knew how to die when I could no longer live with honor, and that a woman's courage has surpassed Roman vanity. I have no doubt, Massinissa, that if you cannot stand up to Scipio's severity, you will be obliged to kill me to honor your promise. Scipio has personal interests besides the public interest, for he remembers his father and uncle died in Africa. He sees me as a martyr destined to appease their souls, and in justifying his revenge through the glory of Rome, it is difficult to imagine that Hasdrubal's daughter will receive his clemency. But it seems to me, Massinissa, it would be very unfair on the day when you regain the crown of Numidia, your wife should be bound and made prisoner. In my opinion, this would mean rendering you both king and slave. If truly my distress, my tears, and my beauty touched your heart and moved you to love me as much as yourself, then to break your word would be to betray yourself as much as betraying me. Reflect well, Massinissa, if you had an outsider's look at the situation, would you judge me worthy of the honor you did me by taking me for a wife, despite the shame I provide you because of events? But rest assured, I will not submit you to such humiliation. If Scipio proves inflexible and if you respect your word, my death will justify your choice and restore your reputation. 

But before resorting to such a decision, do everything in your power to touch the heart of this selfish man. Tell him that I surrendered to you alone, that out of all the spoils your bravery has acquired for the Roman people, you claim only one slave. And if his infallible justice forces you to deliver me into his hands, as if you were the most dutiful soldier of his legions, then tell him that this slave is your wife, imprisoning her would mean imprisoning yourself, and the blood you shed in the service of the Republic deserves to grant you the permission to let her live freely. Make him understand that you found her on your territory, in your palace, on your throne, that it is legitimate she should belong to you, and taking her away without reason would be unfair. And if these powerful reasons do not convince him, beg him sincerely. But if you fail to calm him, remember your word and do not forget to keep it with me. I see well in your eyes, Massinissa, that you will have a hard time rendering me this service. I understand well that it will be difficult for you to give poison to the person to whom you offered a crown, your heart, and freedom.
 

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