enemies. As it could be said that this man's courage had been his nobility of soul,
I vowed to dedicate my entire life to collecting palms to lay upon his tomb.
Thus, one day, I may say that I avenged his death with my own hand and defended the empire
for our children. I thought it better to decorate his coffin with the spoils of the enemies
I will conquer, rather than wet it with my tears. In this resolution, I took up arms
in one hand and the reins of the empire in the other. My daughters, I have always believed that all qualities
can coexist, that it is possible for one person to have them all, that the qualities of
men can be practiced by women, that true wisdom has
no prescribed gender. One can be pure and brave at the same time, show courage in one
situation and humility in another, be stern and lenient in different circumstances,
command and obey, and wear chains and a crown with the same face. With
this conviction, my daughters, I accomplished these distinct things, although I am still the
same today.
But to go over my life, you know that the death which took my Odenathus did not
deprive me of the joy of his weapons. On the contrary, his valor seemed to join mine.
I overcame the army Gallienus had sent against me under the command
of Heraclianus. And not content with this first victory, I conquered Egypt and had myself
acknowledged as the absolute mistress of the kingdom of my predecessors. From there, I
moved onto Ancyra, the principal city of Galatia. I even carried my arms across
all of Bithynia to Chalcedon and below the Bosporus. After conquering the
Persians numerous times and making the sound of my triumphs heard all over the world,
Aurelian, driven by destiny and more skilled in wielding the sword than Gallienus was,
ultimately came himself to halt me in my tracks. I will repeat to you our misfortunes
with as much detail as I recounted my successes, as you well know they are etched into
your memory. I would not have undertaken to remind you of my victories if I did not know that
your deep melancholy has made you forget them, for in your despair you are no longer
receptive to anything but dark images. You are certainly not ignorant of the path by which Aurelian led me
to Rome. You surely remember how Heraclion's treachery allowed him
to take the city of Tyana. Despite my command and courage, Aurelian's army
gave him victory before Antioch. By the ingenuity of Zabas, I was put
into safety when I fled to Emesa. I rallied my troops and a second time fought
Aurelian who, despite my efforts, ultimately won the battle. You know too that I
left Emesa to take refuge in Palmyra while waiting for the aid promised by the Persians,
the Saracens, and the Armenians. You know that it was there Aurelian came to besiege me with his
powerful army, composed of Pannonians, Dalmatians, Moors, Celts and other
numerous troops from Africa, Tyana, Mesopotamia, Syria, Phoenicia, and
Palestine.
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