did not want to take any steps for his own safety. He should have heeded his friends' advice.
But he was too generous to be capable of that prudence which so resembles fear
and often produces the same effects. Moreover, he believed that by proving to the Romans the
sincerity of his intentions, he would not need other precautions for his safety. He never
missed a chance to show the Romans that he valued his status as a Roman citizen
above all else. One day when he was returning from Alba, some hailed him as king, but he
responded to them that his name was Caesar, not king. Indeed, Caesar, you were right to prefer this name to
that of king. You made it so great that you could not abandon it without loss. After
living as Caesar, it was necessary to die as Caesar.
You also remember, Lepidus, that when the Senate granted him new honors,
he showed extreme modesty by saying that these honors should rather have been
reduced than increased. You also know that when Mark Antony, out of reckless
devotion, offered him the royal crown, he refused it twice, and ordered it to be
placed on Jupiter's statue, as if to say that the Romans should be governed
only by the gods themselves. What more could he have done to show the Romans that he did not
want the tyranny than publicly refuse the mark of royalty? Did they want him to
have Mark Antony executed for this crime? No, that would not have been right, and he who had
forgiven his enemies a hundred offenses should also forgive one's friend's reckless ardor.
I well know that Pompey's supporters have said that Caesar contributed to certain
excessive favors granted to him in order to probe the will of the people. But know this,
Lepidus, if he had contributed, it was with the intention of refusing them to justify his motives.
Ah, Lepidus, frankly speaking, it was Caesar's friends, flatterers and enemies all together who
crushed him under the shower of flowers they threw on him. The
firsts out of excessive affection, the seconds out of a desire to please and enrich themselves, and the others in order
to give people an excuse to criticize Caesar and to give an appearance of goodwill to
their plot against him. But tell me, Lepidus, what else could Caesar do but to refuse the
honors offered to him? Moreover, if he had wanted to be king, it would have been entirely
possible. The same arm that allowed him to conquer so many countries and win so many
victories would have secured his empire. He was well aware of the realities of the world to know
that he could not ascend to the throne by the sweetness and consent of all Romans. He
knew without a doubt that crowns are seized, not voluntarily accepted.
If he had intended to make himself king, he would have used force and not gentleness. Gaul would have
supplied him with an army powerful enough for that. After all, with five thousand foot soldiers
and three hundred horsemen, he had put Pompey to flight and took control of all of Italy.
After the battle of Pharsalus, it wouldn't have been harder for him to seize supreme authority.
The Gauls would have followed him with joy and would have come to Rome to reclaim the loot
that the Roman legions had once taken from them.


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