have taken this action? At a time when the whole world was filled with love for Antony and Cleopatra,
would I have sent my picture to Antony? Has Rome found the antidote to cure him of the
charms of that Egyptian woman? Does the Empire need this remedy or did I just want to
expose myself to the pride of this unfortunate princess whose jealousy would surely have burst
open? No, Herod, none of this happened. Mariamne’s innocence is so
great that even her enemies can’t assign her any real crimes. And then you know..
very well that what is called my beauty has never made me vain. I have always been more
concerned with being deserving than beautiful. However, I don't deny the existence of a portrayal of
Mariamne circulating among all the princes of the earth and perhaps to be preserved for a long time.
Yes, Herod, there is an immaterial image of Mariamne that travels the world, which
wins innocent conquests and without its consent, draws you secret enemies.
Her noble birth, her morals, her patience and your cruelty are the only colors used in
this portrait and blood to flow from my body will certainly make it
admirable for posterity. But to answer the second charge that is made against me,
even though it is false and does not manage to make me change my tone despite my confusion of being
forced to speak about such a thing, I would also say that thanks to heaven, I have no other
accuser but you. Now, you were in Laodicea during the alleged time of this crime, you are therefore
unable to testify about my actions. I am well assured that your eyes and your ears cannot
report anything against my innocence. And even though your court is composed solely
of your slaves or my enemies, I'm sure that even your sister Salome, who hates me because of
jealousy and state interest, and who observes with extraordinary care each of my words
and actions, would not dare to affirm having heard a single word or noticed a single one of
my looks that could question the modesty of Mariamne. It's not that I'm unaware
that your sister can tell a lie, but what gives me this boldness is that I know that
I have even more caution than she has of malice. And yet, it is enough to open the eyes to see
that the charges brought against me are a pretext to ruin me. You accuse me
of having had an affair with Joseph. Even if I had been capable of such a crime, would I have chosen
Salome’s husband, my worst enemy and Herod's confidante? She was complicit in all
mischief, she was Mariamne's jailer. Nevertheless, you dare to pretend that she should have
killed me to obey your orders. Heaven, how could I believe in such a love? Herod, you
said goodbye to me in tears, you looked at me with eyes full of affection, and yet you
would have planned my death? If you were capable, you can now pretend to believe me
guilty to make me die innocent. And don’t tell me that this order was the result of the
strong passion you had for me. The death of the loved one can never be a
proof of affection. Hatred and love do not lead to the same actions, they can sometimes
reign successively in a heart, but never simultaneously. Any man who loves
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