displayed for all to see, and each person is their own judge. Since she speaks, do not condemn her without
hearing her.
Lucretia to Collatinus
Is it possible for me to see Collatinus without daring to call him my husband? Yes, reason
requires it and I approve. No, Collatinus, I am no longer your wife. I am a victim that the wrath
of the gods has chosen to endure the most terrible tyranny ever heard of.
I am no longer that Lucretia whose noble soul charmed you more than beauty. I am a
martyr that the crime of others has made guilty. But to allow me to confide in you
with a measure of tranquility, swear to me that you will avenge the insult I have suffered. Show me in
your eyes a desire for revenge. Show me the dagger that will erase the affront paid to me.
Ask me eagerly for the name of the aggressor. But can I say it? Today,
for my defense and punishment, I must be both my accuser, my witness,
my defender, and my judge.
You will hear, Collatinus, that this Lucretia, who has always loved her honor more than
her life or yours, whose chastity has always been irreproachable, whose purity of the soul is
incorruptible, has suffered from the cowardice of an infamous man, a tyrant’s son who is a tyrant himself. Yes,
Collatinus, the cunning Sextus Tarquin whom you called your friend when you introduced him to me, this
traitor has forcibly overcome my modesty. Dishonoring his own glory, he has tarnished yours by
totally defiling mine. With an unprecedented cruelty, he reduced me to the most
pitiful state in which a woman of pure inspirations can find herself. I see
well, Collatinus, that my speech surprises you and that you find it hard to believe what I say, but it's
yet an undeniable truth. I am a witness and accomplice to this crime. Yes, Collatinus,
since I am still alive, I am not innocent. Yes, my father, your daughter is guilty
of valuing my life over my honor. Yes, Brutus, I deserve the hatred of all my loved ones.
Even if I had only fallen in love with the cruel tyrant who treated me disdainfully,
violating basic human rights and friendship, offending the Roman people and defying the
gods, this would already be enough reason to be hated by all. But is it possible that
I could have had such cowardly feelings? Could my fatal beauty have kindled a flame in
him that was to destroy me? And could his innocent eyes arouse such criminal desires? I am surprised that I did not tear out my own heart before this final
misfortune. It was then that I should have shown my courage and the love
I had for glory. I would have died innocent, my life would have been unblemished, and the gods
would certainly have watched over my reputation. But in the end, things don't happen
that way. I am miserable, unworthy of seeing the light, unworthy of being the daughter of Spurius Lucretius, unworthy of being Collatinus's wife, and unworthy of being a Roman.
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